http://junnieee@bs.com

.Monday, July 28, 2008 ' 10:24:00 PM Y

I wont shut the fuck up

Sorry,
if i xia suay-ed you,
its not that,
i want say you,
is that,
i really cannot take it anymore,
& baby's tired,
i dowan disturb her.
why do you always scold me?
you didnt scold didi or meimei,
you think that,
you care alot for me,
but you didnt.
you always think that
scolding me,
is for my own good,
sometime,
for the right things i do,
you also scold,
i really dont understand,
what you want from me.
& you came back from cambodia,
you just told me off,
you didnt know why i do things for,
you thought that you are right?
no,you're wrong.
than you ask me for explaination,
you ownself do wrong you ask me for explaination?
ask yourself for it.
i dont owe you any explaination.
i explain you also scold,
you said,
i dont like you,
i also never say dao,
you obviously is picking on me,
you just put words into my mouth.
you went out of my room,
i thought you wont come in anymore,
even if you came,
i thought,
you would say sorry,
you didnt,
you told me off again,
you know,
how sad i was?
forget about this,
lets talk about yesterday,
i just merely forget what you taught me,
than,
you just scolded me stupid or whatever,
as if you are that clever,
blame yourself for your stupidness for giving birth to me,
i didnt ask you to do that one right?
i got take gun force you?
answer is no! A BIG BIG NO!
you told me that,
i ask dayi how do that,
dayi teach me le,
i go in alr,
i didnt know your handphone number,
you scolded me again,
thn,
you ownself say you want that section,
i did it for you,
i did wrong only,
you need not scold me.
you can just tell me,
can you just put yourself in my shoes?
i still have to study,
exam's coming,
i very stress,
you think,
i everytime play com,
like no stress.
i got de okay.
i am human
not robot
& I AM YOUR SON,
NOT MAID.
i think,
i need alot alot of time,
to forgive you,
if i can't,
than,
i am sorry.
I wish things could be that simple as i want.
Baby,i need you.